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Please donate to support me in writing The Ostracism Addiction - One Of The Most Subtle And Debilitating Addictions That You Can Have That Virtually Nobody Knows About! Donations of 10ARRR (about £10) will be put onto a list to receive a free digital copy of the book when it's published, and bigger donations will be given better rewards! (I have no clue about crowdfunding although am willing to learn it!) I'm writing this to help both of us Escape Smart! This addiction has been plaguing my life like a virtually unstoppable disease since I woke up one day with childhood amnesia not being able to remember anything except rough ideas of who my family were. I didn't know it then, although I'd gone through so much trauma that my mind decided to shut off whatever happened before I woke up from my memory so that I didn't experience it ever never again, although the equally as tragic reality of what happened that time was my mind was so afraid of confronting reality, confronting what it perceived to be the sources of pain, that it programmed me to separate myself from everything and everyone! Monero wallet address: 45gzXMjXa764mpKF2B6h83QA55dumjrXZcshR9KbyMihJP2UBnheM3NZ4wNCHr41RM5UJfyPcdy2UXXMoSLgH3GTQ8djVtr Pirate chain wallet address: zs1jv3yx69s30maadylecanszfm7ktgkgmufmz2ervuekt8g0gfqknu52ppyq0ktrznxf43yhtnq58